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:: owh bz like a bee ::

2011-09-24T05:15:00.001+04:00

Been busy for a couple of years..and never seems to stop. Hopefully I can still perform my obligatory towards The One and being bless for whatever that I do.

This is my web collage resulted from my own point of view =)

::despair::

2011-03-11T22:48:00.002+04:00

::reality::

2011-03-05T19:19:00.003+04:00

:: The story tells ::

2010-08-01T22:07:00.003+04:00

Richard’s Translation: “Perhaps you might find it not so ‘positive’ sounding, but I find it helps people (patients and friends) no matter how successful put hardship, which is inevitable, to good use. People use their suffering to either gain character or become bitter. The ones who choose bitterness live a long slow death. The ones who choose character truly live.”

~Angel..

2009-08-17T00:19:00.000+04:00

Happiness

2009-05-07T00:49:00.004+04:00

Happiness resides not in possessions and not in gold,
the feeling of happiness dwells in the soul.
Democritus, (460?-370? BC)

For the first time in my whole entire life, i've been addicted to update this blog that has been distinguished for about one year. And its all because of one plain reason - happiness..

:: vulnerable ::

2009-03-28T00:40:00.006+04:00

Emptiness for a quite some time is annoying. hoping everything will get better one day, each day. for some people, hurting somebody else is their hobby, but for some other people, to get hurt by somebody who they cared for so much...again n again, is vulnerable.

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Now playing: Roxette - Vulnerable
via FoxyTunes

Dengarkanlah..

2008-06-16T21:21:00.002+04:00

Dengarkanlah permintaan hati..dan berikanlah erti pada hidupku yg terhempas..perlu kamu..bersamamu..dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu...bersamamu..dan tanpamu aku hilang selalu...

Dengarkanlah...

:: hari aku marah ::

2008-02-25T18:31:00.002+04:00

nape la dlm byk2 ari..arini gak yg bos aku pilih tuk appoint aku gi on-site kt singapore hall tuh?haih..ni yg tenson ni(sambil menghentak2 mouse)..
dahla canon ni render lembab nak m*****...name jek pc cekang..tp slow ngalahkan siput..siput pon jalan laju lagi daa..
ade ke patut aku disurohnye gi ganti tempat pojek exec?tak patut..tak patut..klu show tu lagi 8 minggu takpela..ni lusa!waaaa..aku ngn taktaw ape ni nk kene gi menjawab lak ngn client2 bukit tuh..haih la naseb..elokla di kala aku akan melangkah kali terakher di opis ni esok..huhu

:: dream comes near ::

2008-02-21T10:14:00.001+04:00

This image taken without me in it....hehe

Harini kompius dah tahap terakhir a.k.a maksima.. takleh pikir lagi atau aku akan masuk wad giler sebelum waktunye..apa2 pon..tomolo is the result day...we'll wait n see k...check it out~

:: rimas ::

2008-02-06T12:05:00.000+04:00

Harini aku kompius..semalam macam dah ok..tp harini haru balek. Haruskah aku? Atau lupakan saje? Dalam pada aku sangke aku dah kental dan matang menghadapi segala lunak ranjau berduri, timbul pulak isu lama yg selama ni aku cuba ketepikan dari mindaku yg berkarat ini. Kalau pemergianku menimbulkan rasa riak atau kebahagiaan di wajahnye, maka nyah kau dari sini..tp kalau aku pulak yg rasa riak dan bahagia, tu lain cerita, sbb ini cerita aku yg punya..hahahah..ape pon..ni one of pic yg aku snap kt belakang umah..hehe

:: every edge had been released ::

2005-08-10T12:51:00.000+04:00

To be or not to be...i'm chosing to be...to be a better person instead of being neither neglected nor pampered..but sumtimes u got it bad when u feel everything was clear as crystal....sigh...life...full of colours...
nyway..im back cheering up my own blog..haha..after a while...since i've got dis new job, life seemed to be so meaningful to me...everything had to be in its own detail n im the one who should taking care of it...n im thankful to be part of it...lol..
but...still got sumthings that lingering in my mind...which is my failure or dissapointment upon sumthings...its so hard to explain unless im really give up or sumthing...n its pointless..
so, bck to work...haha...i mean dis blog k...yesterday, which was 9 Aug 05..my colleagues n i went to one of our 'artwork' at mines exhibition convention centre...took pic n stuff...for the sake of our work load that alwiz wanted us to refer to those pic b4 we design anything..anything...!n then..while i was walking by..suddenly i saw dis gurl..i felt like i knew her b4..yeah...she was my old fren during skewl times!hey..it was a great thing anyway...i got to know the latest hot+spooky tales frm her bout my other old frenz...whew...nothing is unshockable in dis planet..isnt it?we were chatting n chatting n chatting...n i felt released.....yes..that's the word...released!at least those memories wif old frenz could ease my stress...haha...
well...those are the good thing dat happened to me yesterday...im praying for more good things goin to happen to me..ahaks...i guess i should stop now...coz otherwise i'll be left out by my colleagues who were so excited to go out to our 'new' hangout spot..haha..n its located sumwhere in saujana kondo...whew...sounds interesting....~_~n that's a wrap!

:: LiFe neveR bEen so EasY..!@*$&^ ::

2004-12-29T02:21:00.000+04:00

today i got so many works to be done..n yet i'm still staring at this pc while typing sumthing in my blog?? never mind..evrthng is under control now...huehuehueh...my supervisor is not in now..so i think dis is d perfect time 4 me to hang around n prentend like i have no work to do!:-P

nyway..actually at dis moment i'm thinking of my old frenz..specially 4 toyolss dat used to be my best buddies ever...everybody's so bz wif their own life..n their own work..either to me...hopefully one day i could be wif them n hang around like we used 2 be...unfortunately..penang is now quite 'unsafe'...heheh..since the killer tsunami attacked 2 days ago..so we meet at some other place loh...?ye ke..?might be trouble for some of us...kuikui...

to embe n emtHa..gud morning...to vee n iness...gud nite...wakakaka...

:: v . i . n . d . i . c . a . t .e d ::

2004-12-28T11:41:00.000+04:00

Hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out
The shine of it has caught my eye
Roped me in so mesmorizing
And so hypnotizing
I am captivated
I am...Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So clear
Like the diamond in your ring
Cut to mirror your intention
Oversized and overwhelmed
The shine of which has caught my eye
And rendered me so isolated
So motivated, I am certain now
That I am..
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
So turn up the corners of your lips
Part them and feel my finger tips
Trace the moment, fall forever
Defence is paper thin
Just one touch and I'd be in too deep downto ever swim against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip against the current
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
So let me slip away, so let me slip away
Vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
Swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed
But I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now
The things you swore you saw yourself
Like hope, dangles on a string
Like slow spinning redemption

:: my dream huh? ::

2004-12-28T11:27:00.000+04:00

mY dREam "waLLpApeR"????

:: trimas buat eMBe~boX ::

2004-06-29T10:38:00.000+04:00

huk aloh...ni ropenye blog ni..haku pun bukannye sure sgt pekebende nye..tp dah embe kasik info..aku try jek la..makaseh embe..!!member aku di saat2 kehidupan begitu menyeronokkan dan adakalanya menyeramkan sehingga ke takat maksima..wakkakaka..tak lupa gak makaseh buat emTHa yg telah sama2 bertungkus lumus memberitahu aku info tersebut..pasal blog nih la...hape lg..heh..
sebut nama bebudak nih..teringat pulak aku jaman2 pemerintahan kami di penang...wakakaka..seronoknye tak terkata...rasa nak balik ke jaman tuh...tapi boleh jek kalo nak skang...kan..?hahah...adios~